I miss my old car, I miss working on it in the driveway and improving its characteristics. Very rarely do I brag but I consider myself well above amateur when behind the wheel. I’ve won a couple trophies Auto-X’ing with the northeastern porsche club, unfortunately I sold it before I could ever do a road course event. I just miss having a prolonged hobby that kept my mind occupied and off of all the negative shit. Music does the same thing, but sometimes it could be mentally taxing, sometimes writing brings all that shit to the light. But sitting under a car and turning bolts by yourself is such a peaceful moment.